First Letter....

6/30/11

Whoever You May Be,

            
            I am writing this letter to You even though I have no idea who You are. I have had a lot of time to think about life, and I feel deep down inside that I am supposed to be with someone. I may be totally wrong, but I’m hoping that I’m not. I pray to God every day about my life and my future. I wish I could predict what will happen to me, but I can’t. I have no idea where life will take me, but I hope that it will be an amazing adventure that I will eventually share with someone. I shouldn’t just say someone….but, my best friend…my love…my everything….which is You. At this point in my life I have realized that I want to be with someone and that someone is You. I have no idea who You are, what You look like, where You're from, etc. All I know is that You are somewhere out there and that You are beyond perfect. I trust in God that He takes care of You, answers my prayers, and leads us in the right direction. I have no idea when I will meet You, so I will try my very best to make every relationship I encounter pure, beautiful, and lovely. Who knows which relationship will be with You…so I need to make sure I do things right. Yes I will make mistakes along the way, because I am human, but I promise I will try my very best to be true to you, respect you, and save my love for you. I may be young, but I know love is real. I have made mistakes, but those mistakes have only made me stronger. I have faith, and I believe in You. I will wait for you….pray for you…and keep loving you. <3

Love,

Waiting, Praying and Loving YOU

Letter #2

7/1/11

Whoever You May Be,

I'm waiting...waiting for you. I might not know who you are, where you are or what you're doing....but I'm still waiting....Yes I'm waiting for you...no matter how long it may take. Being patient is hard....but I know you are worth it. Even though I don't know who you are yet...I LOVE YOU... So whoever you may be...just know that there is someone out there who is waiting for you...praying for you....and loving you. <3

Love,

Waiting, Praying and Still Loving YOU

Letter #3

7/2/11

Whoever You May Be,

           

          Today I thought about you a lot. Who are you? Where are you? What are you doing? Why aren’t you here with me now?!  Should I even be thinking these thoughts? Is this even right to do? Or am I completely crazy? So many questions. Wish you were here to answer. But I can wait. Take your time, but not too much time. Hope your having a great day.

Love,

Waiting, Praying and Still Loving YOU

Letter #4

7/3/11

Whoever You May Be,

           

            Feeling kind of alone lately. Not sure if this is a good thing or not, but if I had to choose I would say it was a good thing. Being alone has given me the chance to take a closer look at life and myself, and view it in a different way. Every noise, every sight, every smell, and every touch is simply brilliant. God is truly amazing. Even writing to you has made my life so different. It gives me something to look forward to. It is almost like I am living my own fairy tale and waiting for the perfect ending. You are perfect…and I am such a romantic! These letters are completely crazy, but I am crazy and I don’t really mind at all. I am having fun writing to you. So I won’t stop until we meet. Hope you enjoy. :) I’ll be writing to you soon….

Love,

Waiting, Praying and Still Loving YOU

Letter #5

7/4/11

Whoever You May Be,

             

         How are you today? I hope you had a great day. Today, being the fourth of July, I wish I had you sitting right next to me watching the fireworks….but I was able to enjoy spending that time with my sister and a few of her friends. I have been thinking a lot about you lately and it is so hard to not wish you were with me right now. I know that all of this is happening for a reason and I know all this waiting will be soooooo worth it. Lately I have been pondering on my past relationships and I wonder if I will eventually end up being with those people…..that one of those guys could possibly be YOU. It is so weird to think about. Life is so weird to think about. Sometimes I think way too deep into things (like the idea of you) and I would rather just let go of all those thoughts and just sit along and enjoy the ride of this crazy journey called life and just trust. I wonder if you ever have these thoughts? If you ever think about me? What a crazy concept to grasp. You are a crazy concept to grasp. I really hope you are worth all of this! Haha I’m completely kidding…..but seriously! You make me smile. I love you! And I hope you know that you are so amazing!

Love,

Waiting, Praying and Still Loving YOU

Letter #6

7/5/11

Whoever You May Be,

            
              So today I laughed a lot. There are so many funny things that go on every single day. I’d like to say I have a pretty good sense of humor. It’s kind of different, but I’m sure you would totally understand it. If you’re the guy I’m going to be with, you better understand and appreciate my sense of humor! I'm sure you have a good sense of humor as well!  Anyways, I went to the zoo today and I saw an extremely large man wearing a shirt that said, “I eat little people.” I wasn’t sure if what I was seeing was true, so I had to take another look and what I was seeing was definitely true!  After that I couldn’t stop laughing. What an awesome shirt! But, I feel bad for all the little people that see his shirt…that would be so frightening!  I also saw a different variety of couples at the zoo, which totally made me think of you.  I’m sure if you were there with me…we would be the cutest couple!

Some days I try so hard to not think about being single and you, but sometimes it's like God is playing a game and He’s thinking, “Bam! I’m going to throw a million different types of couples in front of her while she is at the zoo, right when she is trying to not think about you!” Hmmm NOT COOL! Haha. Oh well, thinking about you is fun and exciting. It's better than thinking about something depressing like the Casey Anthony trial. That whole thing is so sad. 

Anyways another little thing made me laugh today. I was watching Family Feud (one of my favorite shows…..thought you should know) and the question was, “Most girls want to go on a date with a guy who has a great…..???...” Well in my head I was thinking…SMILE…or PERSONALITY…things like that. (If I was on this show I think I would be pretty good at it haha!) So the first few family members said things like, “Car….Income…Job…etc.” Then it came down to Sandra who said, “MOM!” I was like WHAT?! MOM?! That is probably the last thing I would say. Haha. Some of the things these people say on this show are absolutely incredible. It’s weird how people’s minds work. I’m hoping she only said that because she was under pressure and thought of the first random thing that came to her mind. I’m sure if I was on that show I would be so nervous if it came down to me and I had to say the last word. I would say something crazy like “I would hope he would have a great BUBBLE GUM! Or DAD!” haha who knows. I absolutely love that show. It makes me laugh so hard sometimes.

Well I hope a lot of things made you smile today. I bet your smile is absolutely beautiful! I can’t wait to see it. I hope you enjoyed my stories. I always have the most random stories that I think are absolutely hilarious and no one else seems to find them as funny. Haha oh well. That’s just how I am. You will get used to it I’m sure.

Love,

Waiting, Praying and Still Loving YOU